I just lost my job today so.....yaaaay. Just when I was asking if life could fuck me any further. :')

I'm gonna have to open for commissions in order to get by. :( I'm far from being in the best emotional state right now. I'll have to start sometime when I can. I'm sorry I've been crying for the past couple of hours. I'm just scared for what I'm gonna do.

My Ko-Fi account is still open if you wanna donate so I can buy food and supplies. https://ko-fi.com/A487LL5

For right now I just don't know what to do.

I've joined this site called Itaku. It's an artsite. Also allows NSFW.

https://www.itaku.ee/profile/nickyvendetta

If you're there, come follow me.

I've joined Darkadia, a site for gamers that wanna show off their playlist.

https://darkadia.com/member/nickyvendetta

If you're a gamer and wanna list the games you've played, wanna play, or owned, etc.; join up. It's free.

June is Pride Month. So expect alot of gay arts. <3333

Today is my boyfriend ThunderWolfang's birthday today. Go and wish him a Happy Birthday if you want.

Happy Birthday, baby. I love you so much. <333

I have officially joined Pillowfort! :la: 

Another place to post NSFW. If you plan on joining or already joined, come follow and support me there.

https://www.pillowfort.social/NickyVendetta

It's a new year, folks. Time to leave that bad taste that was 2020 washed away.

Now I don't know any New Year's resolation for myself because it's all about promises and I always have a track record in breaking them. And I can't stand broken promises. But I will say I have some goals in mind for this year.

1. Join Pillowfort and post any and all dark NSFW works there.

2. Complete my first animated project with my bro-buddy @2ndCityCrusader

3. Buy a new chair.

4. Get vaccinated.

5. Meet up with my man @ThunderWolfang

6. Take a vacation.

7. Find a new temporary place to stay.

8. Lose weight.

Hopefully I'll make good on one or two of those.

It's time to say Good-bye to 2020, no! It's time to say Good Riddance to 2020 because it's been a terrible year! From the COVID-19 pandemic to countless deaths by the numbers, it's been a depressing year.

Personally with me has taken a toll: I lost several family members which ironically wasn't due to COVID. I've been neglected and ignored by my living family members even when we weren't social distancing, I haven't even seen my eldest nephew all year and he refused to talk to me. I almost broke up with my boyfriend of 12 years, ALMOST. Thankfully we worked that out. And my depression has topped me despite fighting through it in other interests. I'm not even looking forward to my birthday next year since my grandfather died around that time.

I just hope 2021 gives us a break, PLEASE. Everyone gets vaccinated, hopefully everything returns to normal. And any big plans can commence.

See you scrubs all in 2021.

Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, and Happy It-Doesn't-Matter-What-You-Celebrate.

It's been a frustrating year, so let's hope just this one day give us a break. Hope you all stay safe and warm.

Until then, I bring upon gifts for everyone who's stuck by me this rough year. My big thank you to all.

First off, Pillowfort has announced in January, they will be open to the public. Meaning they will be free to join. :la: And since they allow NSFW and the option to make accounts/blogs private, I will be joining for the sole purpose of posting my more "risque" works there. And by risque, I mean works that I'm too self-conscious to even post on FA or NG such as BDSM, humiliation, and rape. ^^; So my account there could be invite only. (Hopefully)

2nd, I have officially deleted my accursed dumblr account! :la: Why it took me so long, I don't even know. But ever since the NSFW ban, that site's been more useless. I never liked joining that PC-infested hellhole to begin with. I honestly felt that stupid NSFW ban was a blessing in disguise. :slow: 

And lately, I may have to up the prices to commissions when I open next year. Reason being is I need money to help me find a temporary new place to live until I move in with my sweetheart @ThunderWolfang. I don't like to charge up my prices cause my art isn't that good and I want them to be affordable.

That's it for news. Have a Happy Holidays. I'll still be here. Look for me on others sites I'm active on.

FurAffinity https://www.furaffinity.net/user/nickyvendetta/

deviantART https://www.deviantart.com/nickyvendetta

ToyHouse https://toyhou.se/NickyVendetta

Support my works and earn free rewards for repeated donations at my Ko-Fi: https://ko-fi.com/A487LL5