It's not only nearing the end of the year but also the end of the decade. And lemme tell you it's been a roller coaster of so many events, both for me personality and eventful.

I won't make this long because I don't have the words to list everything that's happened this decade, mostly because I don't want to go over some of the bad and painful memories I've had. I will say I am grateful for all the good that's happened to me: new friends who stuck by me for years and my own independence.

I'd say maybe the 2020's would give me a break but I doubt it. I'm getting too old. But I hope I make it through to see it all. Maybe this new decade I'll be with the one I love, who's been my ray of hope throughout the 2010's when I've been battling depression. Maybe I'll dive into new art territory like using a tablet and other art programs. Maybe my artwork won't look so juvenile anymore and maybe I'll be a pro some day. But my biggest "maybe" I'm hoping comes true is moving to a new house, a new place, or traveling alot to see the world. Not the ENTIRE world just some places I'd love to go.

Well that's all I can say. Happy New Year, and Happy New Decade. See you in 2020.