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NickyVendetta
Oh, don't mind me. I'm just someone who loves to draw and power up. It's all in the name of fun.

Brinda @NickyVendetta

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End of Year Thoughts

Posted by NickyVendetta - December 31st, 2022


The year is just about up and 2023 is right around the corner. I can't say for sure if it'll be better than 2022. I just know this decade will be a traumatizing one for sure.


I am at least relieved this awful year is over with. I'm sorry to say but it's been a horrible year for me and those very close to me. My father's been hospitalized about five times and is losing the use of his legs. Dealing with a very close friend with cancer and fighting to get her treatment and surgery so she can be cancer-free by New Year's. Had a job and lost a job in under a month. Losing childhood heroes and idols. Been battling depression and fighting off suicidal thoughts.


I really pray next year is merciful. I want to turn my life around, move in with my boyfriend and hopefully get a new job.


I'm sad we lost so much this year: people, places, events, etc. It's too painful to list them all. So with that, it's best to put it behind us like the rest of the year and prepare for the new. For better or worse, we can get through this. Think more on the positive and plan for what's to come, that's all I can advise. So Happy New Year folks and see you in 2023.


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I'm sorry to hear you're going through so much. I've had a lot of bad things happen this year as well, and honestly, how you've managed to cope with so much happening and still make such great art is inspiring. You're certainly a much stronger person than I am. I'll pray for you and your family and friends. I hope that next year will be much better for you.

Thank you for your kind words. I hope 2023 is a little more better and some hope happens to get me through the year.